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Katanya,
kalo kamu masih suka simpenin sesuatu yg masih buat kamu sedih...
you can never be happy.

Being left by someone who means a lot to you, probably was never be that easy.
To heal your own pain.
To hold it all inside.
To stay cool in your broken heart soul.
To stay awake and continuing your life.
Well.
Maybe am so messed up lately.
But its not going any longer.

I can accept this.
That maybe someone could break my heart.
And choose anyone else. Over me.
Though I've always tried to be there just for.... hmm.
Its not an excuse for me to hurt someone else back.
Cause I choose to walk away.

It's up to you, if you see me as your enemy or even stranger.
That's all your mistakes.
I will stop feeling regret bout your mistake.
I'll stop to be that care.

I'll make sure, that my life are goin to be better.
And of course, I'll open my heart and get ready for the next gorgeous life & love ahead.
Goodbye, miserable feeling. :)))

Such a blessing in disguise

Got some news for today!
Well. It finally shown to me. That maybe you hate something for the first time you saw it.
In this case. It's me!

There's something that be my first big problem ever in this week.
But suddenly, when I've tried to accept it. It just goes like.. yap I finally found my lil inner peace.
By meeting those new people in my life.
Thanks God. I wish I can forget bout what happened to me in the several days ago.

It's hard at the first.
But in the end. I love this much.
I should have known this before.
That God gives us what we need. Not what we want.
Good night, melancholy soul :)

dear all the broken-hearted :)